February 27th 2015

Today I worked all day accomplishing a lot. Cleaning all the windows, filling all the grains,  vacuuming to make the place look nice. By the time I got home I was exhausted. I've been busy and that is what I like. For that reason it was a good day.  I love my family and because I do I leave them in my Father in Heavens hands. I understand The Lord has his hands in our lives, I know he will do better with those lives then I can. It is like the saying  says, you can call, persuade, direct aright bless with wisdom, love and light, in nameless ways be good and kind but never force the human mind. That's what I have done. It doesn't matter how much you teach your children, when they make  their minds up you cannot help them. In order for you to do that they need to be humbled. Sometimes they need to learn the hard way. I believe what goes around comes around, they will experience the same pain I have only a lot worse. There are consequences for every choice we make. It breaks my heart but that is the way The Lord does things. When you love someone you have to let them go and make their own mistakes. I don't have to take this burden on myself any more it is in her hands.