Friday, December 31, 2010

December 31st Friday

It is the end of a new year today. It has been quite the day. Frank was suppose to leave for Logan today to start work on some more protandim stuff. But unfortunately that wasn't to be in the works today. I was concerned about them traveling today anyway. But the reason for it all doesn't help one bit. Mike brought the kids over first thing this morning. Chrissy is bleeding and has bad cramps. I felt so bad for Chrissy. I am still sick. Colton and Kate have the stomach flue and this happens to Chrissy. I hope she is OK. They gave her a shot and I don't know what all, she came to ge the children with Mike. I am sure they told her to take it easy. Colton weighs so much and she shouldn't be carrying him. That is so tough for a Mom. I've been and Mom and how can I expect her to do that because it is so hard, but I hope some how she can find some way. It will help her alot if she can.

Mom Craven is in the hospital. She woke up in terrible pain this morning. She ended out be driven off by the paramedics. She can't walk. Apparently she has a blood clot and if they don't operate she will lose her leg. The problem is is that she has high blood pressure and they can't seem to bring it down. If they can't bring it down they can't operate. Right now we need another miracle in our lives, it seems as though I'm asking for that a lot lately. But we need some pretty big miracles.

Another miracle happened because Mom came through the surgery with flying colors. The doctors weren't even optomistic. Once again she was given a preisthood blessing before hand. Miracles certainly have happened in this family a lot lately. We just need a few more and I pray that thy will happen.

We went to Jennifers tonight for a New Years Eve dinner. Karalee brought Benje once again. She left early as usual and didn't seem to happy. I pray for her constantly that she will be the happy daughter that she has always been and that she will be blessed for who she is. I wish she would have spent the night with the family but I guess that wasn't what she wanted. I had to leave right after the movie because I'm still having my coughing spells and I am still pretty weak. But it was a great evening, and the beginning of an exciting New Year where miracles are going to happen. I am excited.

December 30th Thursday

My mother in law has been having some pain in her leg. She thinks she has a blood clot, so she called Frank over to give her a blessing. She seems to be doing much better today. I hope that is the case. Emily called and asked if everything at home was OK. We told her yes. She announced she was just paranoid because she was away from home. Then grandma Craven calls. I think it would be hard on all of us if we lost Mom at any point.

I slept from 3 to 7 last night. I slept without waking up and coughing like crazy for 5 hours. Now that is a total miracle. I count each day that I start to feel better a blessing in my life. And I certainly feel better today, better than I have done for quit some time. I love life and know that it will get better for all of us.

December 29th Wednesday

My counselor called me earlier this week and said she doesn't want to be Primary President any more. I just need to get better. We need to go do the bulletin board and clean out the Primary closet tomorrow. I intended on being better to help with that but it didn't happen. Trust me I would sooner be there than in this crazy bed. If I could be up working I would feel a whole lot better. At this point I just feel worthless. So right now I just pray that I can make it to church on Sunday. Right now for me this is a good goal.

I've been thinking a lot about a lot of things lying here in this bed. I love each of my children, their spouses and my grand children. They are all incredible people. So much of the choices that we make will effect us through the rest of our lives. Sometimes those choices seem so little and yet can become so big. As I have gone over our life I am amazing at some of our choices. Some at the time didn't seem like such a big deal and ended out being huge. I hope that the ones we make from here on out prove to be amazing. That needs to be a New Years resolution for me. Make the right choices thus making your life easier.

December 28th Tuesday

I sometimes wonder if I will make it through another night, I am woken up so much with this persistent cough. I wouldn't mind at all because this has happened to me before, but it is having to jump up to clear my throat every few minutes that is difficult, plus the never getting any sleep and having to sit up high to sleep just to stop coughing for a few minutes. But I have used so many muscles that I am sure I am bruising them because they are in so much pain I have to wrap them in an elastic bandage. It is crazy, but I am constantly being inspired as what I can do to help get over this quickly. The good thing is I can see this nightmare come to any end.

My family continues to support me. They try to keep the house clean, even though they don't have a mother right on every move they make so its easy to slack. Sometimes I just wish I had a lot of energy to get up and do something myself. I don't think any one can understand unless they have been there.

Deceember 27th Monday

I feel so bad because I missed primary yesterday, not only that but my early morning meeting. My first counselor went for me and just brought me over the notes. I feel bad that I wasn't their. I know I have got to get myself organized so that I can accomplish all I need to for this new year.

Emily and Paul left this morning. I hate to see them go, they will be sorely missed. I is hard to watch your children leave, but I am so happy that they got what they wanted the most for Christmas, their future won't be easy but very rewarding, especially without family around. But they will continue to grow.

Lisa and Nate are in Arizona. I hope they are enjoying themselves. We are just glad that all our children made it to their destinations in safetly at this point, and will continue to be safe.

My children went caroling on Christmas Eve. I would loved to have gone. But I wish I could have gone to alot more people. One that I have been thinking about a lot lately is Ruby Stratton. She has been such a special lady through out our lives. When I was really sick just as I am now I went to her little market, she handed me some Watkins liquid vitamins and told me that they would make me better. And of course she refused payment as she often did. She was an answer to my prayer that day, and within a couple of days I was well. She gave us so many things from that little market, things that made our day or our meal. She was certainly an angel to the Craven family.

December 26th Sunday

Today my family went to church without me. Unfortunately this sickness has certainly taken a toll on me. I hate being in bed and I hate being sick. Church went on without me. My husband came home a little early to see how I was doing. He went to see his parents before hand. He said his father was a sleep, but he had a good conversation with his mother. She is doing great.

Grandma Craven talked about her greatest gift this Christmas. She said that came as she listened to our children carole to her the night before last. I hope that was a special evening for my children. It certainly was for her and she will never forget it.

As for me sometimes this sickness just makes me want to die. I can't stop coughing and every time that I do I cough up more stuff. I can't believe that a person could possibly have so much junk in their system. But I am so grateful that I am getting rid of it. It think this is probably the reason that I have so many headaches, so when this is over I will be a new person. I will certainly love that. It seems like I have been sick forever, and that just isn't true. I can certainly empathise with those people that stay in bed continually because of some kind of disease.

Monday, December 27, 2010

December 25th Saturday

It is Christmas the special day of the birth of our Savior. What meaning that statement has, because we can't even comprehend that special day. And because it is a special day we should understand that to each of us Christmas has a special meaning that should be shared in the hearts of all of us.

My girls tried to make me look presentable still being very sick so I could enjoy the day with the family. They postponed the day until 10 just so I could be there. When I got down their we all gathered around to watch the DVD "The Savior of the World". It is a short video found on utube presented about the Saviors Birth. You watch it all by listening to music. It is beautiful. It made me understand the reverence that was felt at the Savior's birth. Everyone who was there seemed to understand the great magnitude of that special day. Even the animals were in reverance and awe. It made me so appreciative of who I am and that I am a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints and that I have a testimony of the Savior and his special day. After the DVD we knelt in prayer, then we started unwrapping presents. Karalee finally got to see her dresses. I hope she wears them. I spent so many hours on them. She seemed to appreciate the fact that I did them. All of my children had a great Christmas. I think Kimberly and Tamara were the most emotional. After all the unwrapping was done I told them their next gift would be found our in Grandpa's shop. My father asked me if I wanted a dresser for Christmas. I told him I would love one but little did I know what he was really doing. He decided to make 2, one for Kimberly and one for Tamara. Unfortunately he fell last week and I knew he couldn't do what he intended on doing so I didn't think another thing about it, but Mom called Frank and told him Dad needed help in the shop. He spent most of Christmas Eve out there and early Christmas morning helping get them done. It humbles me to think that my father would want to be of such great service and kindness to us and our family even when he is in so much pain. Now that to me is the true meaning of Christmas. A Grandfather who loves his grand chidren so much that he will suffer in pain for them. This Christmas we have certainly been blessed by my angels. My children and their spouses have certainly done their share of being our angels. Thank-you everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

December 24th Friday

It is Christmas Eve and I can't believe I am so sick. I know that once I recover from this I will be ever so grateful to be back on my feet again. I feel like I have every kind of flue all mixed into one. I can't even describe how horrible it is. So Christmas Eve goes on without me. Christmas Eve has always been such a special time in our home. We gather together and have a wonderful dinner, get excited about Christmas. Talk about the true meaning of Christmas, count our blessings, and do some service. Well I guess that would be one of my special hopeful Christmas Eves. Not everything I want to happen does. But our dinner will be made by my children. They will all contribute something. My twins will do the pies with Emily, and hopeful it will all be what everyone wants. Of course I don't know I've heard a lot of beating in the kitchen, and I don't think pies need to be beaten, but I guess I could be wrong. I feel bad Frank invited his parents but after I got sick they decided not to come. I guess dinner was great everyone came who could and it was a great meal. After the meal and cleaning up my children all went caroling. I guess I was a great crowd. Kim, Tam, Emily, Katrina, Phillip, Karalee and Benje. We heard great reviews. They even came to my bedroom and sang, of course that consisted of pretty much my children and Katrina. I have wanted to go choraling every year, to hear them and all their beautiful voices did nothing but make me cry. I could have listened to them all night long. It made my Christmas Eve. I didn't eat because I have been so sick but my children made things all worth while, just by their special singing.

But I think that the most tender part of the evening came when everyone had left my room, and I was alone. One of my daughters came up and gave me a hug and said, " I'm sorry that your sick, they she gave me a kiss on the forehead. Rubbed my head for a minute then gave me another kiss and told me that she loved me. I hope some day that this daughter will find a young man who is her equal and is as loving and caring and tender as she is. She is a very special young lady.

December 23rd Thursday

I can hardly believe Christmas is here and I didn't get any more sewing done. I did accomplish some big projects and I am certainly grateful for that one. Emily and Paul moved out of their apartment today and will be here until Monday. I makes me sad. They will be clear in Texas again. It isn't that I can't handle it because I know they will be back in 8 months, but that next time they leave it will be a permanent thing and that makes me cry. Especially when I think about more grand children growing up without me watching it. I know we live in a very modern word and we have blogs and othe ways of communicating over the internet. So that makes it a little easier, but it still makes it sad. We will certainly miss them. While I remain here in bed sicker than a dog my family went the help Emily and Paul finish cleaning their apartment because they had to be out by noon. This year was suppose to be our special year of service for a week. Now I can't participate in any thing that my family wants to do and that makes me sad.. It seems as though Christmas will be over and I will still be in bed.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

December 22nd Wednesday

I am sick for sure. I have been up with the creeping crude and throwing up. That isn't normal for me. I haven't thrown up in years. But I guess that is what I get for thinking that will never happen to me. My whole body aces. My head hurts, I have the chills, I am really weak. It seems like I have several different flues all at once. Christmas is so close and I am sick, what a treat. I just hope and pray that I am better by tomorrow. Good Night!!!!

December 21st Tuesday

I woke up to a beautiful blanket of snow. It ended out being 9 inches. My husband has been busy scraping peoples walks all day long. He was in charge of scraping the church as well. It seems as though every time he would get done it would snow again. He has done so much service I know that he will receive great blessing for it. He just seems to keep going.

Michelle called, they have received a lot of rain in the past few day. The farm is flooded. They are concerned about the dam breaking up above. It is already flowing over. It may be faced with the same thing they were a few years ago. It keeps raining and may take out all of Santa Clara. I pray that it will stop raining just for there sake. They need a great blessing right now.

Emily called and she is pregnant. A miracle happened for her. The best Christmas present we could ask for. I am so excited for her.

I have been sick all day long. I am certainly not happy about it all. I don't want to be sick for Christmas, and what about Christmas eve dinner. Sometimes what we plan is not what we get.

Decmber 20th Monday

I achieved getting my house cleaned today. After wards I wanted to get some sewing done. I felt rotten so I had Tamara cut them out. I helped Kimberly make her dress. I told her what to do and she followed my instruction. Before we know it, it will be done. She will be happy about that. I hope I feel better tomorrow. A lot of my family has been sick, I guess it is time for me. I was just saying that I never get sick. That is what I get for doing my own thinking.

December 19th Sunday

It has been a day of wonderful meetings. We had a great day of a Christmas program. We had a solo by Sister Avery. Then the primary children sang. Brother Crockett spoke next and told us some Christmas stories. Then the choir sand their 2 numbers and the Bishop spoke. It was an enjoyable Christmas program. The primary children were wonderful, it is easy to love everyone there. I enjoyed them very much. 2 of the presidency weren't there so Sister Louder and I took over and did every thing. Sharing time was on the Second Coming of Christ. I wasn't feeling very well but I knwe I couldn't leave my counselor alone to do it all. So I just prayed for strength, and I made it through.

For supper all meet together and we had a great great meal, and great conversation. We enjoyed one anothers copany.

The Provo Tabernacle burned down. The outside walls which were made of brick are still standing, but they have cracks in them. They found a picture in the rubble, it was a picture of the Savior. The whole picture was burned except the Savior. It was another precious thing to see.

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

December 18th Saturday

I got my whole house cleaned today. I haven't felt well at all but I was going to make it through the day in spite of it all. We had choir at noon because we are singing tomorrow for the Christmas program. We have 2 numbers to sing, "Stars are Gleaming", "Live like His Son". I love both of them. I came home from choir and cleaned until my husband and I took my Dad to
the doctors. I was hard to watch him get in and out of the car. We were suppose to be up there at 15 minutes to 4. But there was such a long line we didn't get home until right before the neighborhood party at my Mom's. The chiropractor said my Dad was out every where. His whole body had shifted so the back moved around to the front. He fixed him and goes back again next Thursday. He hurt his knee pretty bad, so he needed to keep compresses on it. He said you take a big rag or towel dip it in epsom salts water 1/2 cup to a quart of warm water then put it around the knee. Then you put on a heating pad and wrap that with a towel. Leave it on for about 20 minute then put an ice pack on it. Then do it again. I am sure it will greatly help him. We went to the Christmas party at my Mom's but we left right after we ate. I am still weak.

December 17th Friday

My mother has asked us to take Dad up to Dr. Canapri to be adjusted tommorrow. He needs it. He says that he is doing a lot better because the boys gave him a blessing. I am so glad. It is hard to see your parents get older. Of course that means I am getting older too.

I haven't felt very well today. I guess that is part of it all. We had a primary presidency on Wednesday and my secretay is sick with the flue. She will probably be sick on Sunday. That means Jennifer and I will handle it ourselves, because the other 2 ladies won't be there. I can't get sick because I don't want to leave the whole thing in Jennifers hands.

December 16th Thursday

My father fell today. He was taking out the trash and slipped. I feel so bad for him. He looks like he is in a lot of pain. I cut and permed my mothers hair today, so I was over there a lot of the time. He watched some cute old black and white movies but he was in pain. My mother paid me 50 dollars which was much more than I expected but it was certainly appreciated.

I cut Phillip's hair and my husbands today. It has certainly been the day of cutting hair. Another very productive day. I certainly accomplished a lot.

December 15th Wednesday

I have accomplished so much today that I feel like a new person. I got up this morning and made bread so that I could take it to my visiting teaching families. I got every thing ready and then I picked up my company. We actually saw all 3 ladies. But one of my families had a house hold of sick people. So we made them dinner. She wanted it by 5 so I took it over. While I was doing that I made more bread. I had made raisin bread earlier in the day because Jennifer wanted it for a basket for Derrick's clients. I also made pumpkin bread and banana bread. The problem I had was I had to make 10 loaves of each. I was plenty busy. Jennifer arrived at about 5:30 and she made chocolate chips cookies. A lot of stuff to put in a basket. Then of course she had boughten Andies Mints, as well as a cute cloth ornament. She had purchased all the filling to make the baskets fancy. Also shrink wrap. Kim and Tam got a blow dryer and did all the shrink wrapping. They were beautiful. I tied a beautiful bow on each one. We all worked until about 11:30. The cleaning up was the hardest and Frank did all that. It was a crazy day but very rewarding.

December 14th Tuesday

It has been a crazy day of sewing again. I just hope I can get everything done that I would like too, when you are busy trying to sew you home gets neglected. I have been cleaning my home before I start sewing and sometimes that cuts down on my sewing.

My grand children are so cute and I hate to hear that they are sick. But they are in good hands when it comes to there parents. So I don't worry about them nearly as often as I would. Sweet little Sierra is a character. She thinks she is going to marry a little boy that she meet in Pittsburgh. On his mothers blog there is a little girl trying to kiss him. So she had a hard time with that and ran to her bedroom. Her Mother tried to reason with her but it didn't happen, she still cried. Then she got a great idea. She told her mother they could find a cute boy and she would act like she was kissing him. Then when this little boy saw it he would think twice. Some children and the way they think. She is just a little girl, but it made me laugh.

December 13th Monday

My girls had a great time at FHE tonight. Their whole ward did sub for Santa for a family. They said as they walked in the home and there were several families living in the home. The cubboards were bare. The husband has been looking for work but has not found it. They brought them food and presents. The family was so appreciative that they just started to cry. It touched my girls greatly. I am so glad that they were able to bring happiness to a family for Christmas, that other wise would not have had it.

December 12th Sunday

My dear daughter is sick today. So I and my other counselor took over for her. I conducted sharing time. It was a great day and went very well. It is fun to talk on the Savior and refresh your memory when it comes to his life.

We are losing our neighbors. They are saling their home and moving to our old ward. We will greatly miss them. I will lose a few children in my primary. It makes me feel bad. The really bad thing is there is another family moving in January and I will lose another 3 children. When people move it can really affect our primary. We will certainly miss them.

Our Sacrament Meeting was wonderful because it was on Geneology. We had 4 speakers. They were wonderful and talked about some miracles that happened in their search for their ancestors. I know that the Lord is with us when we try to do work for our kindred dead.

December 11th Saturday

We had a lot of fun today. We went to a movie. It was called "Tangled". It was in cartoon form but it was so fun to watch. That is kind of the way I fill my life is right now just tangled up and I need a way to escape it all. It is fun how you can relate yourself to a simple little movie. The out come of the movie was fantastic, that is what I want my life to be. We went with Jennifer, her husband and the twins. We kind of had to sit apart because it was crowded. But I guess that happens when you go on a Saturday afternoon. I can't believe that Christmas is so close. It seems like every year it just comes faster.

December 10th Friday

We went to the Christmas party tonight. It was at the church, we went to the chapel where first we participating in a lot of music from young people. They had beautiful voices and sang beautiful solos. We also got to sing some Christmas songs as the congregation. It was very enjoyable. Then we went to the cultural hall to eat. They had a turkey dinner. It was very sparse but it was fun to do something different. I guess I am just getting burned out when it comes to sewing.

December 9th Thursday

I have spent the day trying to get things done. Sewing and my house clean. Mike and Frank went to Logan today to do some filming on protandim. Some testimonies of what it has done for them. They accomplished what they needed too. The film will be edited and hopefully this whole thing can get going. I am just concerned about our future right now. It is so easy to talk big about the future, but will it really be as big as it is talked about. Once again I just need to rely on the Lord.

December 8th Wednesday

I paid my tithing on Sunday. At the time we paid it I knew what was coming up. Because we paid a second mortgage payment we had no money to paid some important bills that were coming up Suddenly last night my son comes running through the door saying there is something seriously wrong with his water heater. It is gaggling and spitting everywhere. So my husband being the good neighbor that he is runs over. Well they ended out replacing the water heater. Frank went with my Dad and replaced the water heater. He spent 1/2 of the day putting it in, but her was given 150 dollars for doing it, just enough to pay the bills we needed to pay. I don't wish your water heater going out on any one. But the money was an answer to our prayers. It seems as though the Lord is always stepping in to save us and I am so grateful for that.

It is Franks birthday today and that is a special day. My children rallied around and made him dinner. The girls made him a cake, his favorite of course German Chocolate. One of my daughters completely forgot it was his birthday and was headed to the Jazz game. So she wasn't to dinner, but the rest of the family came.

I had a short primary presidency meeting tonight because of course it was my husbands birthday.

December 7th Tuesday

Another cute little story I want to share. Grace decided to fast on Sunday because it was fast Sunday. It was really hard for her, because she is 9. He Mother explained to her that she would be fasting with her father. Michelle was not fasting because she is pregnant and that is not something a pregnant lady can do. Grace was doing great until her mother and sister's and brother had french toast for breakfast. Graces favorite. It was hard for her and she started to whine about the breakfast. Michelle took her little daughter to the other room and explained that she knew it was hard to fast. Then she told her a story. She said do you remember when we went to Salt Lake so that we could see if your father won the primary's or not. She said, "Yes". Michelle explained to her that that day was crazy, we were passing out brochures, putting up signs. We were all really busy, well that day your Grandfather was in to his 3 day in fasting. He needed the Lord's help, so he felt that this was really important. At the end of the day your other Grandfather wanted to take everyone to Iggy's for supper. We went and your grandfather still didn't eat a thing. Do you think that was really hard for him? She said, I know it was and I can do this. Miracles can happen by example.

I have spent the day trying to get some sewing done. But I always get side tracked in doing other things, and I don't seem to accomplish all I need too. Its Christmas and this year I wanted to get a lot of sewing done. Each day I tell myself I can accomplish more than I do. But I have loved doing it again. it is fun to get back into sewing.

December 6th Monday

My daughter shared a special story with me yesterday. They went up the canyon to get a Christmas tree, so they got everyone dressed really warm. They knew they would be out in the cold and wet snow, and the darkness of the evening would soon be upon them. After searching for what seemed like hours, they finally decided to head back to the truck. On their way back they saw a tall skinny tree. Neil said, "Lets just take this one". All of the children yelled in loud objection, "No, That is an ugly tree." I guess Grace could take no more. She said, "Mom lets just say a prayer." Oh course her mother was tired and she just wanted to get back to the truck. We as adults are kind of impatient when it comes to our children wanting to pray because we can't see how the Lord can possibly help with our problems. So she said, go ahead Grace just pray. The pray was very simple. Just Heavely Father help us to find a beautiful tree. Nothing flowery about the pray at all. Michelle said she would have said something about the cold miserable time and please help them find a tree, they still needed to cut it down and it was getting very cold. Anyway Michelle said, Neil, Grace and I will just go over here and look around for a while. They went over to a bunch of trees and sitting right there was the most beautiful tree that was about 7 feet tall. It was all cut and beautiful. They looked around there were not foot prints or any sign that the tree was some elses. Also the people around already had there trees. Just a simple little prayer from a child brought about an amazing miracle. Michelle was very touched because she thought about all the people throughout the world who need help, and yet the Lord helped her. He knows our individual needs, and this is truly a testimony that He loves us all individually.

December 5th Sunday

It has been a day filled with miracles. We had a beautiful fast and testimony meeting. As I listened to each testimony, I felt so blessedto be in such a great ward. Michael bore his testimony, it was wonderful to hear. Kate cried Daddy when he left her, and she tried to get to him. Very touching to witness.

Primary went very well. Jennifer did a very cute sharing time. I conducted. I've still got a lot to learn but it was a special Sunday. It of course is fast Sunday . I have once again fasted for my children. Right now some of them need a miracle for sure.

I've been praying a lot lately aabout our circumstances. I know that our Father in Heaven is in control. But I have a few children that I need to worry about for Christmas. Don't misunderstand me because I have wonderful children who always step up when there is a need. But sometimes I would like to share in the joy of giving. So I have been praying so that I can purchase something for my children. Well a miracle happened today. i was given a coouple of gift certificates that equal $200.00. When I received it I just cried. The Lord always steps in and I just want to greatly Thank the person that was one of the Lord's angel. I was truly blessed this evening.

Monday, December 20, 2010

December 4th Saturday

Today Frank spent the morning racking leaves. He spent the time racking our front lawn as well as my parents. It was a big job, because there is a huge willow tree in the front of their yard. It hangs on to its leaves really late, but it has so many millions of leaves,even if it drops 1/4 of them it stll blankets both lawns with leaves. We can rake them up and suddenlly the lawns aare full again. Frank needed our help in racking and trashing the leaves as well. We worked together as a family. it was fun in the beautiful crisp air. We enjoyed doing it. Then of course I needed to clean the house. That was a accomplished after a while. So I have watched a Christmas movie. It was very touching and I am glad that I watched it.

December 3rd Friday

Frank, Emily and I attended the temple today. I can't believe what an opportunity it is to be able to go through those temple doors. I wouldn't know what to do without it. After the temple I made bread. Then I made white bean soup for the Hair Adult Christmas Party. It was at Mike and Linda's. They remodled their home and it was beautiful. They made a large kitchen and family room combination. It was fun to look at. I just wish we were like them and had our home paid off rather than feel like we were in bondage. To continue on it was a wonderful party. We all made baskets to auction off for future family reunions. I made a basket with raisin bread and normal bread in it. I wrapped it all in the basket when the bread was a little warm. I just hope it was good, instead of soggy. All came to the party except Bob and the 3 youngest in the family. I am sure they had a reason for not being there, but I am glad that we went.

On the way to the famiy reunion we got hit by a large rock traveling at 65 miles an hour. I made a hugh smack to our front windshield. My husband was a little frustrated because he felt like the drive up there was just to far for us to go. So the idea that our wind shield was hit was not a good thing.

December 2nd Thursday

My daughter called and a miracle happened today for her. She got a beautiful tree, lights, beads and ornaments at the thrift store. It all cost her $15.00. She actually went there for something different and a miracle happened for her. I am grateful to the Lord for this blessing in her life.
I know miracles can happen and I pray a few more will come my families way.

December 1st Wednesday

It has been a great day. My house is clean and I actually got some sewing done today. That was a total miracle because sometimes I feel as though all my time is spent cleaning.

I'm happy about our accomplishments yesterday. I'm so excited about yesterday and all the new primary teachers we are changing. I just hope that a miracle will happen and we will be able to get the people that we have requested. It will be great for all involved.

November 30th November

Our second mortage company called us and told us they wanted all of our money that was past due, they told us about a week ago so we had to pay 1600 dollars. Then we had to pay 800 dollars before the evening was over. It is so hard to come up with that kind of money. Frank is so frustrated that sometimes I think he will not handle another day. We certainly need the Lords help in all that we do, because without some divine intervention we won't make it in this home very long. We are over a year behind on our first mortage. We need a really big miracle right now.

We had a presidency meeting tonight and revised the Primary. We have picked new teachers and all the new people we need. I know everyone is suppose to be in the positions we are trying to put them in.

November 29th Monday

My girls have been greatly busy today. They have been to school, done a ton of homework, cleaned the church, went to family home evening. I think they have had a great day and certainly been plenty busy.

Michelle cleaned a lot of the house before she left and I am certainly grateful for that. I've been a little down today. My stomach has been in termoil, most of the day. I haven't gotten my house completely clean, and I talked to Alma about work. He seems to have his employee's all worked out. I'm not included in his plans even though I have talked about work several times with him. I have been in his shop several times. I went to decorate it tonight. People just don't clean or work like they use to. I was so frustrated about the whole shop. I guess I just worked there so long I expected different. That didn't happen. I is hard for me to see something that one of my brothers own treated so poorly. I guess in a way the Lord answered my prayers, and working isn't what I am suppose to be doing right now.

November 28th Sunday

Lisa left with her family early this morning. I was worried about them because there was a horrible storm outside. But they called me after church and they were safely home. They said the weather was beautiful all the way except right at our house. I was certainly grateful for that. Church was wonderful. My dear sweet grand daughter gave me a reverance butterfly, just in case I needed to have a little something extra for sharing time. I greatly appreciated her thoughtfulness. I was so humbled by her tender gift. I accomplished doing sharing time. I will certainly get better, at least I hope.

Michelle and her family left right after church. they ran into a big storm which caused some accidents, so they were routed another way. They didn't get home for 8 hours. I felt so bad for them. They wished they would have left when Lisa did. I am just glad my children all made it home safely. Tom was on the road as well. He said it was one of those nights that you certainly didn't want to be on the road. There were accidents everywhere. Ones that happened right in front of him. He said it was certainly a miracle that he made it home. I was glad to see he safely arrived. Crazy snowy night.

November 27th Saturday

Today was a really nice day. We have enjoyed plenty of left overs, and one anothers company. We had the opportunity of going to Salt Lake tonight as adults. We had a baby sitter for the children but that didn't work out. Jennifer is really sick so her husband stayed with her. My dear husband stayed with all the little children. So the rest of us could all enjoy the play. It was the play of the "Savior of the World." It was a beautiful play about the Savior. I am glad that I went. Someone went with us that didn't seem to enjoy it because this person didn't seem to pay attention to the play after a while. But I certainly enjoyed it and felt it a priviledge to be there. I think that the story of the Savior is what this coming season is all about. I am glad that I was able to be introduced to the play as the part of my Christmas coming up. I thank the great person that bought me the gift of the ticket certainly gave me just that, a gift.

November 26th Friday

The day after Thanksgiving and things have settled down. but I will continue to express my Thanks. I have so much to be thankful for. My family are all well, healthy and strong. We love one another and I'm grateful for each and every one of my family. They all bring me great joy. I'm thankful for those who have become a part of our family through marriage. I know they are incredible people. I greatly appreciate that my husband has a job and that we've found a new product to go forward with. I know it is a miracle and will be a miracle for all of our families. I feel such passion for it and I know it is what we need to be doing. I feel that it can and will change our lives.

We ate plenty of left overs today. We have all certainly had our fill of pie. With so many pies around it is easy to enjoy them. We have eaten rolls and turkey through out the day. We had the whole turkey dinner again this evening. Thanksgivings is certainly an enjoyable time.

November 25th Thursday

We had a great Thanksgiving! It was so wonderful to be together as a family. It was certainly a special day. We throughly enjoyed one anothers company. Franks parents couldn't join us because it was so cold and we had a lot of family here. so as soon as everything was done Frank and I rushed them over a plate, we wanted it warm for them. It was wonderful food and everyone contributed.

We didn't eat until 3:00 PM we had planned dinner at 2. Unfortunately yesterdays news and other things made everything move a little slower than normal. Mike brought a friend, Hovearo had a great time as well as the rest of us. Thanksgiving is just that, a great time to give Thanks. I can't believe the many great blessings we received this year. Chrissy will have her baby in April. Michelle and Katrina are pregnant. I love all of my grand children and will be delighted to have more grand children. I am glad that my family are all together. I'm grateful that they all made it to their destinations in safety. I'm grateful for each member of my family. I'm grateful that they are all part of a great blessing in their life and that is the gospel of Jesus Christ. I'm grateful they all chose to live the gospel and they are extremely good people. I couldn't ask for a greater blessing.

We enjoyed being a part of Emma's birthday today. jennifer made her a beautiful cake. she received some great presents, bu the biggest was a new bike. It was fun to have the familly around for the celebration. Jennifer made a beautiful cake for her. It made Emma so happy. Great of Jennifer to realize that her birthday was important, even though it was Thanksgiving.

Kim and Tam have been great especially when we were all so busy making the dinner. They've played some fun games with the grand kids. Lisa brought brought with her the long skinny balloons. She make Emma a large crwon. Tyler a sword and the other children fun little things. Th e children were busy watching her make things. It was pretty fasinating for us all. It makes Emma's birthday so fun. All the children enjoyed their balloons. They are all balloon kids. They loved the balloons very much.

November 24th Wednesday

It is late but everyone made it. Lisa and Naete pulled in about 10:10 PM tonight. It has been a beautiful day. The storm literally paseed us by. The Lord answered Sierra's prayers and a miracle happened for all of us. It is great to have everyone here and safe. My prayers were answered as well as Sierra's. Phillip and Katrina left after putting snow tires on there car with Franks help. They drove to St. George in safety and will continue on to LA tomorrow. Our prayers have been answered once again. I am grateful for the safety of everyone. I have spent since this afternoon make pies. I made 4 apple and 4 pumpkin. We also made 4 coconut cream pies and 3 chocolate. Frank made the pumpkin filling to cook all night. Michelle made the chocolate and the coconut filling. I was grateful for so much help. By the time I got everything cleaned up it was midnight. But it is all done, now I can go to bed.

We heard some sad news today. Jennifer and Emily have been hoping they would be pregnant, they have gone through a bunch of infertility stuff, but we all got sad news today. The results came in negative. Frank and I went to the temple so we found out later than the rest of they family. Michelle made each of them a volcano cake which is rich in chocolate. They needed to drown their sorrows in chocolate. Needless to say we certainly had an emotional day. But I am confident that miracles will happen and they will have some beautiful children.

Lisa and her family went to Jennifers to spent there time here. My house is a little crowded for all my children to be here. I sometimes wish we could just all be together.

November 23rd Tuesday

There is suppose to be a big stom tonight. And it is suppose to carry over until tomorrow night. Lisa is concerned about it and doesn't know about coming, it concerns her. It was also grandparents day at Sierra's school and she wishes we were there. I told her I was sorry we weren't there. I explained to her if she prayed hard enough the storm could be postponed until after they get here for Thanksgiving. I know that our Father in Heaven can do anything. He can certainly calm the elements. I just pray that my whole family will be protected in their travels. Phillip and Katrina are going to California, so right now we all hoope and pray things will work out for everyone.

Michelle has been on protandim since she has been here. She hasn't had any panick attacks since she got here, but most of all she hasn't had the horrible nightmares.

All the schools are closed because of the storm. Even the college was closed. my children were happy about that! No school tonight!

November 22nd Monday

It is a great Monday. Sunday is over for me and also the rest of my Presidency can breath a sigh of relief, especially my counselors, that had to do sharing time as well as give a talk.

We are having a great time with Michelle and her family. Sometimes Shadow, her dog can be out of control, but he is a puppy. I guress the biggest problem is her dog is crazy soit makes our dog crazy.

Kim and Tam are incredible and continue to love and help with the grand children. lI know that Michelle greatly appreciated them.

November 21st Sunday

We as the Primary Presidency gave our talk today in church. Everyone did an amazing job. Now I know why I was instructed by the Lord to pick such amazing women. They are certainly women of God. While I gave my talk my whole body shook. I tried to control it but is just seemed to get worse. Before I went up my daughter offered to come and hole me steady. I informed her I knew I could handle it. I did but not without feeling so helpless, because i couldn't control myself. My husband told me you couldn't hear the shakiness in your voice. He also stated that he witnessed a great amount of courage in me making it through that talk. I am gald he felt that way. It certainly made me feel better. I prayed hard and I prayed that I would have strength and not shake uncontrollably, but I did. I wondered why. I was blessed to make it through my talk. I know that was a miracle, but maybe I shook to give others strenght. I don't know the reason for it all and I may never know, but I do know that the Lord was with us all as we spoke. The spirit was certainly there.

A lot of my children were inour ward today. I appreciated their love and support. They sent word down the row we were on to each other to pray for me. I greatly appreciated their support.

Primary was wonderful. Everyone did a great job. It was much better this week because we had the teachers in sharing time. Last week they attended a teachers meeting, so it was nice to have them back. It goes to show how much we need our wonderful tachers. It is interesting to me that we all need to work together to be successful, we certainly can't do it on our own.

November 20th Saturday

We've had fun with all the grand children, they are so cute. Tessie is getting so big. I can understand her when she talks, at least most of the time. She talks like Michael use too. She says half words. As we clean up we sing, "Clean up clean up everybody everywhere. clean up, clean up, everybody do your share" Tessie sings, "Everbo", it is very cute. We love our grand children.

I spent the morning working on my talk. I've been putting my thoughts together for about a week now. But this time I sat down and typed the whole talk out. Then when Frank came home from work I had him go over it. He put a poem in and helped me by suggesting another story. He helped me greatly. I feel confident about the talk. I've never had to read a talk before, and I know this one really well. But if I have to read it because I shake so much I guess I will just have to read it. Right now I am praying for strength. I don't know what has caused me to start shaking so bad, it has only happened in the last 6 months or so. I shake uncontrollably. My whole body shakes, so being Primary President will hopefully make me overcome this problem that I have.

November 19th Friday

We have been busy today. We went to the temple. I've been cleaning the house. I had a Primary Presidency Meeting. I'm trying to get everything done in preparation for Michelle. She finally arrived safe and sound. It is great to have her and her children here. It's been a great day, but it always is when I go to the temple. I have been working on my talk for Sunday. I just need a little help.

When Michelle comes I will put her on protandim. I know it will help her panic attacks and it has proven to be wonderful for pregnant women. My daughter in law asked her doctor about it and she said that it would be wonderful.

November 18th Thursday

Michelle was suppose to come to our home today. She has been having panic attacks. She is pregnant and I am sure that is part of what brings them on. But Neil is so busy trying to keep their family business afloat, as well as teaching at Dixie College. Plus he is Young Men's President. He is just so busy being a great provider, that he isn't home much. That puts a lot of responsibility for the family on Michelle, plus they have a new dog. So that places a lot of responsibility on Michelle as well.. So we told her to come home for awhile so we could help. So we told her to come home for a few days so that we could help her. But she called and said her children ony have half a day tommorrow, so she will come tommorrow. So I guess we will see her tomorrow.

Monday, November 29, 2010

November 17th Wednesday

We had our primary meeting tonight. It was good. I know that we need to do some changing where the primary teachers are concerned because they are overwhelmed. I am having a crazy time with the idea that we are speaking on Sunday. But I really fill bad for my 2nd counselor, because she has to do sharing time as well as speak. I am just praying that things will go wonderful for all of us. I know it is going to take a while for us to become good in the primary leaders. When we get really good, we will be released. It is crazy how that works. But we will chalk this one up to another great growing experience.

Michelle called Frank tonight at 1:00 AM and he talked to her until 2:30 AM so he could talk her through a panic attack. Neil is just so tired she did not want to disturb him. Then Michelle called Jennifer at 7:00 she had another panic attack. I feel so bad for her, that can not be fun.

November 16th Tuesday

We had another meeting tonight for Protandum. Anina came, and we were excited about that. We told her all about protandum. Her questions were related to pregnance of course. She works in a doctors office that deals with infertility. Someone told her that they had a lady on the product for 45 days and she got pregnant. They had tried for 13 years. I know this can help my daughters if they will just listen and take it. I know that they think that 45 dollars is a lot of money, but not near as much as paying for a fertility doctor. I don't know why I feel so good about this product but I do. Mikes in laws came and he had a bunch of other people here. I think that we could go big on this product, because it really works and is scientifically proven. It was a fun evening.

Monday, November 15, 2010

November 15th Monday

Today we have spent the whole day painting a manager scene for my sister. She has ceremic figures of the whole manager scene and she wants it painted. So the girls and I spent the day painting it. We accomplished a lot but need to accomplish a lot more. But I can see an end to it all. It will be beautiful by the time that it is done. My girls do an incredible job. It is kind of a service project, and we are all enjoying it greatly.

November 14th Sunday

It has been a crazy day but very successful. I had ward committee meeting from 9:15 to 10:30, then I had choir until church started at 11. I was told after my first meeting that I would be losing some of my primary teachers. I was sad about that but I knew it was coming. Sacrament Meeting was great and then our first time to do Primary ended out being wonderful. All the Junior Primary teachers had a teacher training meeting os we as a presidency took on the primary with no teachers. It was a little out of control but I think all in all we did great. It was our first time that is for sure. But sharing time was wonderful. I am so grateful for the primary chorister because she knew all the childrens names and helped us so much. Soon primary was over and the timed seemed to fly. After church my husband went home teaching and fixed the meal. My daughter called and said she wasn't coming to dinner she had other obligations. I was sad. I just wish she would give up on a relationship that has been going on for over 2 years. Trust me if a guy isn't willing to commit by then he never will. She is just wasting her time and I wish she would understand that. She needs to find a guy she wants to spent eternity with. Someone that loves her and her alone.

I attended a priesthood preview tonight. It was wonderful and once again my presidency was wonderful to help me in any way that they could. Sister Webb made all the refreshments. It was a great evening.

November 13th Saturday

The Leadership Training meeting was absolutely wonderful. I learned a lot and will have to be constantly in the training manual. It was wonderful to hear from our prophet. I know that these manuals are inspired and they will become my best friend. I also attended a meeting with the Stake Primary Presidency. They instructed us on what we needed to do. My secretary will have way to much to do to be part of sharing time, that makes me sad. I know that my secretay would do wonderful. So I had to tell Jennifer sharing time was up to her. My secretary had it all figured out so Jennifer could call her. All in all I know that sharing time will be fantastic. I am glad I have my presidency every day of my life. I am ready for Sunday. I will be in meetings pretty much all day. I feel bad because it is Daniel's farewell tomorrow and we planned on going up, but I didn't expect this calling nor the obligations that I would have this sunday. I am afraid I will have to miss this one. But tomorrow will be my busy day and I haope and pray it goes fantastic.

November 12th Friday

Today is suppose to be a fun day I should say a date night, but I am so glad that I got my house cleaned and that I can start on some Christmas stuff that I need to get done. I don't seem to accomplish what I need too. I have been trying to get my stuff organized for Sunday. Lindsay is sick so will not be able to come to the meeting tomorrow. But my counselors will be there and I am happy for that. I am ahppy for this meeting because I need some direction. It is hard to be a Primary President when you have never been in a Presidency before. But I guess that is what life is all about, growth and I am certainly going to do that.

November 11th Thursday

Tonight I had my first Primary Presidency meeting. I realized tonight that I have a wonderful presidency and I am so grateful for them. They are certainly going to be a great support to me. Jennifer will do the scouting and Sister Webb will do the nursery and younger classes. I will take care of the activity day girls. Sunday, I will conduct and Sister Embley will do sharing time. Sister Embley is my secretary and I don't know if she is suppose to do sharing time, but I will find out on Saturday because we have a world wide leadership meeting. We will turn in our green handbooks and recieve new hand books to help us in our jobs. I am excited to do all I can to get help in this new calling ad do it the best that I can.

November 10th Wednesday

It is Dad's birthday today and we weren't even good enough to wish him that birthday. I did a demonstration tonight for Karalee's Relief Society ladies. I think we had 30 of more people here. We had a great time. We made bread, pull a parts, and braided bread rolls. We made apple as well as blueberry. We have so many sweets around this house that I am going to gain weight. But now that our family has become smaller there are't enough people to eat it all. So it goes bad or we eat a ton. The ladies eat 3 loaves of bread and all the apple braided bread rolls so they certainly enjoyed themselves. I had one young girl come up to me and said I wish you had a web site because I could watch it over and over again and finally I would learn something. Because when I watch you it just kind of all goes over my head. She is right and I do need to continue my blog.

November 9th Tuesday

I have a talk to give next week. It is on the Scriptures. I need to get started on it because I need to be confident in what I do. I know that the Lord will help me I certainly couldn't do it without him. Jennifer and Emily will finish up their testing today. By the 24th we will know whether we have 2 more grandchildren coming this next year. I am pretty excited about the prospect of the whole thing. I pray that the Lord will grand them this blessing.

November 8th Monday

Today we went to a beautiful funeral. It was Sister Marilyn Ott. She was only 61 years old and had an aneurism. She has been in the hospital for 3 weeks but continued to have problems. One after another bleeding in the brain and brain damage. She was finally able to go home to that God who created her. She was such and incredible person. She served constantly. She was in the Primary Presidency up until a couple of months ago. Then she was put in the Relief Society Presidency. When she died she was serving her autistic son, her husband whom she drove everywhere because he is legally blind and our Relief Society. A lady to pattern our lives after. All of her 9 children spoke at her funeral of did a musical number. It was so fun to listen too. They all did a beautiful job. Her husband even got up and re sited a poem. It was a poem he had written. It was about being a Sam and serving quietly behind the scenes and not out front like Nephi was. But I believe that Marilyn served in a quiet dignified fashion, all the time. out front and behind the scenes she was a fantastic lady and loved by all. The church was truly packed with people who loved Marilyn. I know she went through a lot in the hospital because she did not look like Marilyn. Her face was swollen and battered. She had brusies on her face as well, and wore a brown wig because they had to shave her head to do all the surgery that they had to do. But we know that her spirit is gone and that in reality isn't really Marilyn. I want to be just like Marilyn someday. I hope and pray that I can achieve that.

November 7th Sunday

I was set apart as Primary President today. And everyone I wanted in my presidency excepted. I was so nervous when they had me stand in Fast and Testimony Meeting. You would think I was baring my testimony or something. I was shaking so badly, the bad thing was is that people commented on it. We are suppose to speak in sacrament meeting 2 weeks from today. But other than that it was a great day. Brother Ott was the first one to bare his testimony. I was so humbled by his testimony. He just lost his wife a couple of days ago and he stands to thank everyone for all they have done. I talked about how he loved the Savior and our Father-in-Heaven. He knew that it was time for Marilyn to leave this world. That was made known to him. I know that the plan of salvation was real and he knew he would see Marilyn again. Her mission was over and she was a wonderful lady. The bishop spoke first and Marilyn spent her last day serving in the temple and making dinner for someone in need. That someone happened to be Sister Vincent. She has been really sick to and they though they were going to loose her but she came through with fasting and prayer. Marilyn did not. Sister Vincent stood to bare her testimony and said she had life's remorse because she made it through and Marilyn didn't. And Marilyn spent her finally day of being concuss serving her. It was quit a day. I spent a lot of time in tears. I think we all did. It was just a super humbling day. We never know when our time to go is here. I just want my family to all know that I love them so much.

November 6th Saturday

We spent the whole day at the cabin. It was a lot of fun. We watched movies, played games, eat and enjoyed one anothers company. it was so fun, and we had a great time. We had to get home early so I could cut Frank's hair, because we are going to go to a dinner theatre tonight in SLC. I am not really happy about it because I am so tired. But he did it for our anniversary, so we will go and enjoy it. We are suppose to dress in costume of the day. But we were suppose to go try on costumes during the week at a costume place and we never did because for this first one it doesn't matter so we will see how it goes.

I think we just had the worst night of our life. I have never eaten such rotten food. The place was an old move theatre and the place was quite a mess. Then for the theatre they had someone tell the story and actors acted it out on the stage. The person that had to memories the story did a great job. But it was ridiculous for people to act it out and not have a normal play. I was so totally bored and it is like I said the food was so bad. It had so many spices on it. And weird spices like clove, ginger. I was just strange and bad food. We walked out early, but still didn't get home until 10. It was not quite the night we expected. Crazy for sure.

November 5th Friday

We didn't get to the cabin as fast as we wanted to tonight. Because we had so much to do before we left. We went to the temple this afternoon. Frank has been busy so the first time we could get away was in the afternoon. And of course I went to a doctors appointment with Emily today. Her and Jennifer will do invetro soon, they needed to have everything checked out before that happens. The procedure wasn't fun for either of them but it is a means to an end. We as a family will continue to pray and fast that they will both have a cute little baby, when this is all done. That is there greatest desire and I hope that the Lord will bless them with that desire.

We came to the cabin tonight. It is great to be in a place where we have no pressing responsibilities. I know that will change soon, both Jennifer and I will be plenty busy in the primary. It will be fun for both of us and those little children will be fun to work with. But for now it is just fun to be doing something different.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

November 4th Thursday

Jennifer called us today and she gets to stay in the family cabin this weekend for her birthday. Right now I am having a rough time because I still need to make sure I have made the right decision concerning my counselors. But now matter how hard I try to go through the names in the ward the same 3 stand out. One is my daughter, Lynette W, and Lindsey E as my secretary. I will be going to the temple tomorrow to confirm my feelings. So we can't go to the cabin tomorrow. I did a perm and hair cut this morning for my mother in law, then I went to the doctor with my daughter for more fertility tests. Actually once we went there we found that my other daughter was going through the same test. It is not an easy test, they have to shoot blue dye through the fallopian tubes to decide that they are free and clear to do artificial insemination. This will be done next week. They have both been through so much. I just hope that a miracle happens and it works for them. I certainly believe in miracles and know that this can happen. I certainly hope that it can happen for both of them at the same time. Anyway with all I had to do today we certainly didn't get to the cabin. We went to search for the canned lighting for the basement that my husband is working on. While at Lowe's we found a great deal and bought a very nice sink faucet for us. Regularly $154.00 and we got it for $6.36. We were so blessed today. Tomorrow evening we will head to the cabin.

Monday, November 8, 2010

November 3rd Wednesday

It has been a day of busy work. I had Phillip shake the walnut tree. He didn't get them all off so Kim came out and got a ladder and started to hit the nuts with a stick. She did a great job. I know that there are still some on that tree but we will try to get them off the tree later. We got all we could off and then cleaned all the skins off again.

I decided after the cleaning of the nuts I needed to get the beets out of my garden. It was a little crazy. I pulled all the beets up, then I cut all the tops off of the beets. I brought them all inside, wash them and sorted them. I had three pans full. One pan was filled with little beets, medium and large. I cooked them all and then peeled them. I started with the little pan because there were so many beets in that pan. I guess I was kind of tired because my girls came home and wondered what I was doing. Kim jumped right in and started to help me. We got all the beets peeled, then I started to clean up the mess. Kim started to cut the beets. Soon Frank came in and took over the cutting of the beets. I had an appointment with the Bishop at 6:30 so I needed to hurry. I ran upstairs quick about 15 minutes after 6:00 got ready and headed out the door. I was overwhelmed with what the bishop wanted. He wanted me to be the Primary President. I thought my days in the Primary had passed. I just feel totally overwhelmed with this calling because I never thought I was President material. With this calling I will just need a lot of help from the Lord. I am searching for answers of who are to be my counselors and secretary. I just need the Lords help desperately. I just shake so bad when I get in front of people.

Kim and Tam just came in our bedroom and announced that Sister Ott had died. They found that information on facebook. I couldn't believe it. She is only 61 years old and she is gone. Her family needed her so much. She has a very autistic son who needs her, she has a husband who is legally blind whom she had to drive everywhere. She has a son in the mission field in Honduras. I am just so emotional tonight. But at the same time I know that the Lord knows all, and it was Sister Ott's time to leave this mortal life. She was a wonderful dedicated lady and loved the Lord so much. I know that the Lord will take care of the Ott family. I guess the calling I just received and hearing about Sister Ott, it has been a rough day.

November 2nd Tuesday

Today is another day of working hard at getting things done. I spent the day over at my mothers trying to get her tree up with the help of my husband and son. Once my family helped with the tree. I spent hours getting all the lights working. It was crazy. Tamara tried to help me. We actually finally go them going and left. I spent the afternoon collecting all the walnuts under the walnut tree and cleaning off all the skins. Some of them are so easy because they still have the green skin which the walnut is cradled in. But sometimes that skin has hardend on the walnut and that makes it difficult to get off. You have to take a knife and scrap it off. Then you have the ones that haven't hardened but aren't green anymore either. There skin is kind of a soggy tar looking stuff. It is pretty terrible to clean those off as well. But Kimberly helped me gather them and take the skins off. It was kind of a bonding time for us both. it was super great.

For supper I made Lisa's famous pumpkin muffins. I got the last two pumpkins off of the porch and made some more pumpkin. I took the pumpkin and made the muffins. They were delicious. We ate them with eggs and had some milk. They were delicious muffins. I got a bunch more pumbkin. I think I have 18 bags in all now.

Monday, November 1, 2010

November 1st Monday

It is the beginning of another great month. I have spent the day making pumpkin filling out of the pumpkins that were carved on Friday. I got 14 bags of 3 or more cups in each bag. I cooked them in the oven then put them through the Bosch meat grinder. I had to do it several times because I found that if I tightened the end of the berry press I just couldn't push it through. So I had to loosen it to get the pumpkin through it. Because so much came out the end I had to put it through many times. I just didn't want that stringy texture. I think I did OK but fill bad that I only got 14 bags. It was a lot of work. Just because I kept having to clean the attachment to the Bosch and I had to cook each bag about 1 hour or more. It was a crazy day.

I got to go visiting teaching today. The lesson was on Faith. It was a talk given by President Holland. I love the talk because in it President Holland expresses his love to everyone. His parents his wife, all the leaders of the church, and us as members of the church. He had so much gratitude for everything it was touching to me. I great man.

October 31st Sunday

My son and daughter in law spoke in church today. They did a fantastic job. Each spoke about God's love for us all. At times we don't even realize that the Lord is right there with us helping us. It is like the picture of the Savior at the door but there is no door knob. The Savior is just waiting for us to come in, to ask for help. My daughter in law told a story of someone that they met in Russia, they never proselyted because it wasn't allowed. But they found themselves inside of a families living quarts. Of course they were ready to be let out as soon as they walked in. But just before they went out they noticed a picture that brought the spirit into the home. They asked where did you get that picture. Then they were allowed in for a minute. They learned that the lady of the house and her daughter had found the picture. It was a picture of Christ at the door. It was an amazing picture to find in a home in Russia. They just don't even believe in a God. They are mostly atheist and it was the same with this family. It wasn't a perfect picture by any means but you could tell what it was. They explained what the picture was and that is all that happened, but it was wonderful to find such a wonderful item in the home of a Russian family. It is amazing to me that the light of Christ is every where, even in the smallest and simplest little things.

October 30th Saturday

It is Halloween. Frank and I walked the mountain. It was a rainy day and yet warm. I knew if we could walk it at a certain time we would be OK. We made it with just a light sprinkle. At times it was a little cool, but it was refreshing to climb the mountain.

My daughter came over to make some drapes. I found it kind of interesting that she picked Halloween to make them, but I knew she would do most of the work, so I didn't mind. She did a fantastic job, I helped her with some advice and a little sewing but she pretty well did it on her own. I was proud of her. Her dear husband tried to make life exciting for the family. He got flashing lights and a few scary masks, sat at our front room window an put on a scary mask with a hatchet holding a scary head up next to the hatchet. Then played eerie music. Other members of the family were trying to record things so stayed hidden with scary attire on as well. It was interesting to watch people come to the door. Of course they all had to finally reassure them that everything was OK. I guess that is what happens when your children are older and no more trick or treating is done. At least they had fun and I guess that is what counts.

October 29th Friday

We went to the temple this morning. It was wonderful once again. While I was there I was just given that peaceful feeling that this new multi level marketing product is amazing and we need to continue forward with it. My husband consented to do it. I have been on cloud 9 all day long. I know that we have finally found something that can help this family. It is a miracle and amazing. I am so glad for the confirmation of it all.
We had a family Halloween party tonight. It was so fun. We dressed up. Each carved a pumpkin. I can't believe how talented my family are when it comes to carving a pumpkin. I think it sad that we haven't done this before. We watched the movies, although I don't think any of them were really watched we were too busy carving fun pumpkins. We had a lot of little finger foods. Little mummies, (made from little hot dogs and biscuit dough,) witch brooms, made for (Rites cracker sticks and shredded licorice as end of broom,)little fingers, (made from cheese sticks and green peppers as the fingernail) eyeballs, (made from sugar cookies) little chicken pot pies, vegetable tray and frozen fruit with coconut coffee mate on it. (It is a cream with coconut in it.) All in all it was a wonderful evening and I think I might of gained 5 pounds tonight. I have great children and in laws. The night was certainly fun.

October 28th Thursday

We finally got the house cleaned and I was ready to run upstairs and put my hair up for the meeting we are hosting in our home tonight. But the people showed up before I could make it and before I was prepared. So inspite of everything I had to be me even though I couldn't take care of myself. My brother asked us to make refreshments. My dear husband had made brownies and I was grateful for that. The meeting was incredible. I felt really good about being a part of it. This particular product has taken a long time to actually become developed. It has been studied over and over by medical doctors and many universites. They say that it is a miracle for everyone. They call it the fountain of youth vitamin. I love that fact that it is only one pill a day rather that 15. It has been put on many television news reports. It has even been found on prime time. It takes care of the oxidated stress in your body. It returns our bodies to a youthful body that can ward off diseases. It is an amazing product. You can look it up under lifevantage.com. If you want to know more just ask. It has helped so many people and I am so excited about it. I am just so excite to be a part of it.

October 27th Wednesday

I enjoyed doing carrots yesterday, but because of it my house was somewhat neglected. So today I have been trying to catch up. I know that I need to do my beets that are still out in the garden. But it is certainly a cold day today. As a matter of fact we woke up to snow this morning. So I am afraid that my beets will have to wait for awhile. I am trying to get ready for a meeting tomorrow. My brother wants me to host a meeting for a new muti level marketing product that he is doing. He called to remind me about it. I tried to contact some friends that I knew to come but unfortunately I had know luck. I just hope that my brother has some friend coming and it will be a success.

My daughter called and her little daughter is sick. We will pray for her quick recovery. It is so hard to have sick children. Hard on the mother and the child.

October 26th Tuesday

I can't believe it is already Halloween. Our ward Halloween party was tonight, but it was wet and rainy and I knew that I needed to get my carrots out of the ground and get them peeled, blanced and sliced, so I could put them in the freezer. It was such a beautiful morning so I pulled all of the carrots. Then I cut the greenery off the top of the carrots and brought them all into the house. I reminded beautiful while I was outside. I enjoyed doing it because it was cool and refreshing. After I got them all in the house I watched the large amounts of mud off of them. My shoes were caked with mud and my coat and gloves were black. Frank would have been right there to help me but he was busy helping my girls with their reports for school that they had to complete before school started in the afternoon. They had already written them they just need to be refined. I continued with the carrots. There were some interesting carrots that I pulled out of the garden. Carrots that had ground together and looked like triples, twins, horseshoes, a baby wrapped in a blanket, Mickey Mouse, and many other shapes. But all in all I got 28 quart bags by the time I was through. But it took me all day long and into the night. Frank helped at the end, cutting them up. But because of my craziness we never made it to the ward party. I feel bad about that one. But I was grateful for the plenty of carrots that we were able to grow. I was grateful for the blessing of the carrots. I thank the Lord for them, because I know that they were a blessing.

Monday, October 25, 2010

October 25th Monday

It has been a great evening. But I am so concerned about Sister Ott. Apparently she had a bad night. She ended out with blood clots in her leg. So they administered a blood thinner and she ended out bleeding in the brain again. My good friend was spending the night in the hospital with her. They called her husband late into the night, and he rushed right up there with the bishop. They finally stablized her this morning about 10. So my Dad went to get Brother Ott. I just feel so bad for that family and continue to pray for them.



We cleaned the church again tonight. We had a lot of help and still didn't finish until almost 7. But we did a great job. I will quite doing that until the first of the year. I am glad that my worry about getting people to help is over for a few months.

October 24th Sunday

It has been a day of enjoyment. We had the Primary program in church today. It was so fun to watch. All the children between 3 and 11 participate. They did a fantastic job. Different classes recited the articles of faith, they talked of Christ. The sang the song, "I belong to the church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints". It was so fun to hear, plus they sang some wonderful songs about Jesus Christ. I loved the whole program, it was fun to watch all those little children and there work in presenting such a wonderful program. Sunday School was wonderful as well, we disgusted Isaiah again. In Relief Society we talked about Repentance and Sin. How we need to repent of all we do that is wrong.

We gathered together as family and had chicken fahita's. They were great. After dinner the girls make cream puffs. They were wonderful. We very much enjoyed them. Then we discussed our halloween party, it should be so much fun. I am happy that all my children will enjoy the party with us. So much fun having family around.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

October 23rd Saturday

It has been an exceptional day. I went to see Dad C. and he looked so good. When I entered the house I gave Mom a big hug. I know how much she has been through in the last 3 days. I could hear it in my husbands voice when he called each time at the hospital to update me. When I saw Dad it was like nothing ever happened to him. He looks so good, just like his old chipper self. I started to cry when I say him, I gave him a hug and said it is so good to see you, and see you look so good. You scared us all. I explained that as we drove home from the Jazz game last night, my son said I hate that hospital and hope I never have to go there again. Watching his grandfather at deaths door scared him to death. It is truly a miracle that he now acts like nothing has happened to him. He has been through so much, and yet if someone was not there to watch what happened they would not believe it.

I got my house cleaned and some tomato sauce made today. It actually feel like I truly accomplished something today. We had a great supper tonight. Derricks father caught us some great fish. I fillet them and baked the fish with butter and lemon pepper, and we had them with rice, corn and cut tomato's. It was an amazing supper.

Friday, October 22, 2010

October 22nd Friday

Today is certainly a happy day. It is my sweet grand daughters birthday and I would like to wish her a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY, even though I can't be with her. She is a special little girl.

My husband was called at 6:30 this morning by his mother and wanted to head to the hospital. My husband said as he sat with Dad last evening his father came to life. He was back to his good old self. It was amazing to watch him. His speech was clear and normal, his body moved right. Frank even took his for a couple of walks with a walker and he did fantastic. The nurses around said that they had never seen anything like it, it was truly a miracle. To see someone bounce back from something that was so hard on them so quickly had never been seen before. I know that my father in law still has some things to do on this earth, and right now I just want one of them to be that his son is OK. That we get financing for this business and it starts to explode. That we finally have the necessary money coming in to meet our obligations. I have seen so many miracles happen in the last little while that I know this one can happen. I am sure it will.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

October 21st Thursday

My husband ended out going back to the hospital at 9 o'clock. Mom called at about 8:30 and wanted to head back to the hospital, so they both went together. Dad was doing so much better than anyone expected. He was acting normal. Talking, moving, certainly a fantastic miracle. I am so grateful that he is safe. I know that the time is going to come when my husband and I are left without parents, but I am so grateful that we have a little bit more time with them.

Mom sent my husband home a couple of hours later and we went to the temple. I am sure that she wanted him to get some rest but being at the temple is so peaceful and I am so grateful I was able to go with my husband. It was a wonderful time for both of us. Frank was able to reach each member of his family and express his concern, plus they all cried together. I am just so grateful that at this time we didn't have to call with different news. I know that that time will come, but I am so grateful that it isn't today. I am just so grateful for the miracle of today.

October 20th Wednesday

I and my husband walked the mountain this evening. It was a beautiful walk and I really enjoyed it. We had to hurry because the girls needed to be picked up at school. I only wish that I would have taken my camera. There were some beautiful pictures I could have taken. I will certainly take it the next time we walk. I am just so glad that we went.

We rented a movie tonight. We have clear play which takes out all the swearing and objectionable scenes. It is "Robin Hood". I really liked it. I have heard some controversy about it, but I loved it.

It has been an uneasy night. Mom C. called and Dad needed to be rushed to the hospital. He felt like he was going through a mini-stoke again. He has experienced it before so he was pretty sure it was happening again and he wanted to ward it off. So Frank picked up his parents and ran them to the hospital. They started with a CAT scan, a chest x-ray, blood tests every test you can imagine and determined that he just had an interear infection. So they were going to release him as soon as they got a urine sample. The nurse gave him a bed pan, but my husband could tell he wasn't comfortable with that. So he said he would take him to the restroom. All seemed fine for a few minutes, until Dad just couldn't remember anything. He didn't act like himself at all and started to do things out of the ordinary, couldn't stand up his words were garbled. He was not himself. Frank put him back in the wheel chair and yelled for the doctor. Frank said he did not look like himself at all, he looked like a person that was on deaths door. My husband was plenty concerned. The doctor showed up and said this is not the same man that came here earlier. Earlier Dad was joking with the nurses and had a great time in the hospital. He can be so fun and funny. Well the doctor took him for an MRI, while the doctor had him, Frank called me and said it doesn't look good at all, He asked me to get one of his sons to come to the hospital quickly. I could tell he was really concerned. Things were not good and Dad needed a blessing. I sent my oldest son even though I had to get him out of bed. He ran right down. I am sure he was there for a few hours until his grandfather came back. But they ended out giving a blessing right after the MRI. The nurses came in and told my husband that his father had an anurism and was bleeding in the brain. That is when my mother in law feel apart. This was about 4 in the morning. So my husband called his sister and told her to meet them at the hospital. Mom needed her. They needed to transfer Dad to another hospital to be operated on immediately. So my husband told his sister to meet them there. After the nurses had been in and left. The doctor came in and said he has had a stoke then he went out and got really upset at the nurses for scaring the family. My husband said don't get upset at them just tell us what is going on. The doctor said, the blood clot in the brain is about 3/4 of an inch, we could have administered a drug that actually explodes the blood clot, but it had to happen 3 hours after the the stroke and it has been 5 hours. So they decided to go do another CAT scan to pinpoint where the blood clot was. They also put blue dye into his brain. After they got back the X-ray could not be read because it was 4 in the morning and everyone had gone home. So they send the x-rays to Australia. Then if Australia has an emergency they send their x-rays to us. Because they have day when we have night. They tried to explain the urgency in it. So they were calling every 5 minutes. If they could pinpoint where the blood clot was they could still administering the drug they would just have to go up through the arm the neck and into the brain. It was suppose to be administered with in 6 hours and it had already been 6 and a half hours. But there was a doctor that was willing to do it. The x-rays came back and and they couldn't pinpoint where the blood clot was, they couldn't find it. A miracle! So they took Dad to the ICU and said we are just going to let things play out. He was taken to the ICU and the doctor started to poke at him and he could feel it all. The doctor yelled at Dad. Suddenly he was responding. He was actually moving instead of flailing around. (That is the biggest reason my husband was by his side the whole time, is because of him flailing around he was afraid he would hurt himself.) So he had to hold his hand and keep him safe. He even had to go to the last CAT scan with him to help hold him down. He just didn't know what he was doing. At any rate he started coming out of it. He could actually control himself and speak. It was slow speech but it was understandable. The doctor asked how my fingers he was holding up? Where he was? What was his name? He could answer all the questions just slower. He was doing so much better. Soon my husband and his mother decided to go home and get some rest. But before they left the doctor asked if he had a " living will" at the hospital. Mom said, "yes it is on file". He said can you just tell me if he turns worse am I suppose to revive him. She said, "No let him pass". The night was hard on Mom but yet she was strong. Anyway they arrived home at 5:30 A.M. I am grateful for the power of the Preisthood and that my son and husband hold that Preisthood. The power to act in God's name. I am so grateful that my father in law has improved. An answer to prayer for sure. I am so grateful they were not allowed to administer the drug because it can cause a person to be in a vegetarian state or even worse death. Certainly a miracle happened tonight, the Lord was in charge. The hospital that my parents in law were at finally got a hold of Franks sister and her husband. They were there most of the night giving support.

October 19th Tuesday

We had a fun night tonight. We went and saw a movie together. It is always fun when you can go to the dollar theatre. We saw "Despicable Me". It was a fun little cartoon movie. When I first started to watch it I was a little disappointed, then I really started to like it. I guess the thing I liked most about it were the 3 little girls. They didn't seem to ever become to disappointed or upset. They took life as it came. And then in the end you grow to love the guy as well. It kind of takes a fun turn. The girls have been busily engaged in school. It seems like each day comes along and they find themselves having more homework. It is like I always say keep up and you will never feel overwhelmed. I remember when their grandfather told them to take instuitue. He said if you do you will find it much easier and your homework will seem to go much faster. They have missed instuitue the last few weeks and I think they can certainly tell when they aren't going.

Monday, October 18, 2010

October 18th Monday

It has been an interesting day. My daughter taught me a new recipe for bagels while she was here. It was fun to learn so I made two batches today. One raisin and one plain. We really enjoyed them, but they weren't as nice as my daughters. So I need to try to make them again. I got my kitchen cleaned and suddenly it was time to run and clean the church. It seemed to go so good today. Of course I took my girls and they cleaned the windows. My son in law cleaned the gymnasium. My son cleaned the show cases and the water fountains. I had a lot of help tonight. I got all the help I needed from ward members, but I also realize that my family is certainly a great help to me and I couldn't do my calling with out them. I certainly appreciate all they do. It has been a good Monday.

October 17th Sunday

It was a wonderful day. Sacrament meeting was given by an older returned missionary couple and a member of our old ward who was a High Councilmen. Then of course Isaiah was the study for the week in Sunday School. We talked about all the great things that the Savior offers us. I loved it because Isaiah is hard to understand and yet Frank can make it seem so simple. Relief Society lesson was Faith in the Lord Jesus Christ. One of the ladies in the ward told about her as a teenager. She had a pretty rough start. All of her family were good active members of the church and then something happened. Her family went down hill and she was left holding the family together at 15. Her parents went through a horrible divorce and her mother became an alcoholic. She is an amazing lady. For 2 years she drove her brother and sisters to school and made sure they went to church. She didn't even have her drivers license, but she was taken care of. The Lord's hand in her life has certainly been seen. .It was a great day and I realize that the Lord is certainly in our everyday life.

We called my son in law and sang him a Happy Birthday today. It is his birthday today and I wish they could be here for it, but we saw them last week and I guess that is good enough.

Karalee came home and was here for supper. Supper was so good. We talked and talked. We just enjoyed one another's company. That hasn't happened in a while. Then the men went off to priesthood meeting and we continued to talk. Karalee started to cry. She said that she is feeling sick and doesn't know how to explain the way she feels. Sometimes she feels as though she is dying and has an out of body experience where she feels as though she is watching herself and she is in pain. The pain travels and she experiences it throughout her body. It lasts for a couple of minutes and then moves. I am so grateful for the priesthood in my home, because when the men came home they gave my daughter a blessing. Then they gave my son a blessing who is experiencing the same kind of symptoms. They both went on foreign missions and it may have something to do with worms they may have picked up. I don't know but I am certainly grateful for the priesthood which can heal all things. Miracles continue to happen every day.

October 16th Saturday

Today is my daughters birthday, but she is gone for the weekend. She has taken off with a guy friend and his family. So celebrating her birthday is a bit difficult. So we will celebrate it tomorrow.

My daughter left for home today this morning, with my sweet little grandchildren. I am happy that I feel like her car is in working order now. It was certainly a long drawn out process to fix her car, but my dear sweet husband finally achieved what he need to, to make the car safe. I am so glad it is finally done. The back window is up too and my little grand daughter will feel happy about that one. But they are on their way and I certainly feel better about them leaving this time. My grand daughter cried and cried stating that she hadn't had a long enough time to play with her cousins. She had a lot of fun with them yesterday. I am so grateful that she did. It was fun to watch them play together.

My other daughter is going home later today. I have had an awesome day with Michelle and her children. We went to the Bean Museum and we saw lots of animals. Then we went to a great yogurt place and had some yogurt thanks to the generosity of Angelia. We feed the ducks at the pond. We feed them some old bread. It was so fun. The kids played some fun games with their parents and got to swing high at their parents hand. It was so fun to watch. After all the fun we headed home so I could make the Otts supper because our dear friend is in the hospital. But many miracles have happened for her and we pray that they will continue to happen so she can come back to her family. While I made supper for them I made supper for my family. Soon my daughter headed home with her family. Then it was time to clean the house. Granted because it was so late we only got half of the house cleaned but we at least got half. My husband has spent the whole day on electrical work again. He is trying to make up for the time lost on working on my daughters car. He is doing great.

October 15th Friday

I am so glad that my other daughter arrived in safety last night. It was so good to see them. I love my children they are a truly a joy to me. I have my 2 daughters here so I have all my grand children close by. It is so fun to have them all together. Kim and Tam have had some great parties and fun with the grand children. They amaze me. They had a sleep over in their room with treats and popcorn. They made the whole room look like a tent and had a movie. There nieces and nephews will love them forever, and remember their happy days with them. Sometimes it would be nice to have them as my Aunt. Although I had some amazing Aunts, who loved me and treated me with great love. I guess I really can't complain, but neither can my grandchildren. They couldn't ask for better Aunts.

Frank finished Lisa's car today. He took it to the mechanic that he knows and they found a couple of vacuum leaks which turned the check engine light off. We have certainly had miracles where this car is concerned, we also learned that the oil leak is so much better but still leaking due to the slick oil that Nate is using. So my sweet husband put an additive in the oil to help with the leaks, so it should be working a lot better after the gaskets that he replaced. Apparently older vehicles should not have this new sleek oil added because the engine has always had the normal oil, so they freek out and continue to lose oil from the engine. But hopefully it can help the whole situation and the oil leak will stop. The car is finally ready to leave and we will feel safe with our daughter and grandchildren leaving in it.

October 14th Thursday

We have been trying to go to the temple all day long, but my husband has been working on the car again. He finally determined with my son that the speed omitter cable was bad. So he has been working on that all day. I saw miracles happen for him today. He got it all fixed but it was getting late so I decided going to the temple was going to be something that Lisa and I would do on our own because he wasn't quite done. We went to the Asian store first to get some things so that Lisa could make us some sushi. By the time we made it there with my other daughter it was getting late and Lisa had forgotten some things to go to the temple so they dropped me off an headed home. I told them to come and get me in about 2 hours. When I came out of the temple I called my family. They told me the car was in the parking lot. So of course I got in and drove home. When I arrive home I find that my husband is back at the temple. He got through with the car and decided to come. I guess we missed each other by about 45 minutes. So after I ate a great supper of sweet and sour chicken plus sushi I went to get my husband. I waited for about a half an hour then he came out. It was a crazy day. Next week I hope we can attend together.

We got some sad news yesterday. A member of our Relief Society Presidency had an aneurism and was rushed to the hospital for an operation. I hope everything goes well for her. She is a super lady and has an sever autistic son. Her husband it almost legally blind and that family needs her. We were told about it last night and the ward was asked to fast. So we have done it as a family. We have been praying for her as well and I put her name in the temple. I loved going to the temple just for her.

October 13th Wednesday

Another day of hurrying through things to get my daughter on the road. Frank replaced the cover gasket to help with the oil leak. Then we got everything ready so my daughter could leave. She didn't want to leave late but ended out getting out at about 4:30. We got her a couple of new keys from the dealer because hers wouldn't even start the car. It was a copy that her husband had made and it took a lot of turns to finally get it to work. So after everything she was finally on her way out. Unfortunately I had left my purse in her car so she took the time to bring it back. Soon she was on her way. About an hour later we received a phone call from our daughter telling us her check engine light had come on. I was so sad. My husband told her to come home. Actually we acted like they had come back and told our grand children how excited we were to see them. It was great. Another day of working on the car, but my other daughter is coming to see us. So my two daughters will be able to see each other and they will both love that because it has been a long while. I know this is not quite what Lisa wanted because her husbands birthday is in a few days, but I feel a whole lot better about it her leaving another day. I have just felt a little uneasy about her leaving today.

October 12th Tuesday

Another day of fixing the car. Frank has certainly been busy. He has been replacing the oil pan gasket. A tough gasket to replace when you have to take the whole deferential off to get to it. It was a long days project for him. I helped him with the final putting up of the oil pan. It took us a long while. It seemed to just take us a long time, but it finally slipped into place. I know that my husband had a lot of miracles happen today. He was certainly helped for everything to go in the right place.

My daughter has been a little frustrated because her daughter has missed school, but she is even more frustrated that Dad feels it so necessary to fix her car. But we have very much enjoyed our daughter and grand children. It is fun to have them here. They are such cute children and it is always fun to hear their cute laughter and cute voices. We try to keep them entertained with playing outside on the swings and coloring. They love to watch Dora and go places with us. But little Sierra loves the dog. She asks me if she can take it home. She tells us she is training it. It is so fun to watch. There is no fear from her at all. And yet that dog just ignores her alot, but she loves the dog and that is all that counts.

I went to Tuesday Relief Society tonight and helped my sister with her Asian bread class. She did a wonderful job. I also watched a demonstration on making lotion, lip gloss and feet scrub. We also ate some snack food. We had a wonderful evening. Jennifer and Kimberly made a cute little halloween tree. It was so cute. Loved the evening.

October 11th Monday

Today is actually my sons birthday. It is hard to believe he has grown up so fast and now has children of his own. I would love to celebrate every one's birthday with amazing fun but with all our busy lives it just isn't possible.

My daughter would love to be home, but my husband is fixing the things on the car that are pressing. The car has a bad wheel bearing and an oil leak. My husband loves our children. He feels it necessary to fix my daughters car before she goes home, so that she can travel in safety. He has been working all day on the wheel bearing and will continue tomorrow with the few things with the oil leak He certainly had a lot of miracles happen today. A mechanic friend of my husbands had the perfect wrench that my husband got to borrow to make the job a whole lot easier. He tried for hours and took it to the car lot mechanic, they tried everything and still could not get the part off that he needed to get off. Suddenly my husband remembered his friend and took it down. He loaned him the wrench needed. The job suddenly became much easier. I am grateful for the miracles of today.